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And now, my mopping meditation.

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(water dripping into metal bowl)

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(metal bowl scraping wood floor)

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(amplified mopping sounds)

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(squeak of the wet rag)

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(creaking floor)

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? Blessed

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heavy body.

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Blessed

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Sweat and bone.

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Babe we�re gonna be together.

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Together til the final slumber.

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Better get right with each other.

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Better get right

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with each other.

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(underwater bubbling sound)

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(upbeat mystical music)

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As I work my way through my route, I
reward each neighborhood's friendliness.

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Good morning.

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The number of �hellos� per block determines

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the order for the next day�s delivery.

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I pay close attention to
my animal messengers,

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which are most often birds.

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(wings flapping)

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Who shows up,

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how many, and what they
do all affect how to interpret

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the message.

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(crows cawing)

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(dog barking)

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Hey. No no no no.

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That's medical.

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The cart.

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Medical cart?

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Not the Queen's throne, for goodness sake.

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See, medical says that.

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Thank you.

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(Dafnah sighs)

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You know.

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They have testing now.

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- So I could test and isolate.
- We could...

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No, it's too risky,
sweetheart, and I'm okay,

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I promise I take care of
myself in my imagination.

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You know, right now I
see you tied to this tree

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nude, and I think you're screaming.

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And why am I screaming? (Veronica laughs)

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Fire poker?

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Yeah, that's what it is.

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Hot little spots up

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your leg slowly to that point.

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Oh, sorry.

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You know, my imagination.

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Lucky for me.

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Yeah. You are a good girl.

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You know, I met a girl on the
beach when I first got into this.

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Brought her upstairs. Played.

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She said I could make a fortune doing this.

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And then the next week,
working in a dungeon.

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Maybe a minute later, working in my own

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dungeon, 20 girls working for me.

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All because I imagined it.

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I knew what I could do, and
then I needed to get sober.

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And, you know, with a sober outlook,

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You're not sure who has the
power if someone's paying.

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The one with the cash.

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She has the power.

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Don't forget.

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You know, it's not my first plague.

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1982 someone died every week of AIDS.

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Couldn't go to the club
without another memorial sign.

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(audible exhale)

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It's not done with us yet.

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And neither is this pandemic.

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We got to stay safe.

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(sniff)

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Bend over something for me, would you?

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That's my girl.

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Are you almost finished?

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- Yeah.
- Okay.

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Well, when you finish up, I'll
leave the money in the milk door.

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You know how I love you to beg for it.

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Thank you.

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(low sad music)

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Hey, Ronnie.

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[inaudible] heard you were
in the hospital or something.

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Yeah, well, I'm out now.

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Well, um are you coming back
to the lab or like what tomorrow?

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No, actually,

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I think it's going to be
a little longer than that.

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That's

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just between you and me here.

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I'm not coming back to the lab.

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[inaudible mumbles]

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Yeah, right.

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Can you do me a favor though?

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Can you send me a couple test kits?

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- Yeah.
- Yeah.

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Same address as my checks.

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[inaudable mumbling]

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I mean, Drosophila is fine

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unless you can find something bigger.

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[inaudible mumbling]

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Thanks, Ronnie.

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Take care.

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(coughing)

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(labored breathing)

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(Emotional music)

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Oh. Okay.

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(sigh)

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(phone ringing)

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Hey. What's up?

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Well, I think I disconnected
my speakers somehow,

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and I'm just wondering if
you would look it up for me?

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You know, if you got with the
internet age, you'd be able to do all this.

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You know that, right?

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I know but I have you.

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Oh my gosh. And...

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(messege sent sound)

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There.

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Thank you.

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Guess what else? What?

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The fitness witch is
going to see me tonight.

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Oh my God honey.

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So much for taking it
slow but that's great.

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So, you're going to be safe okay.

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So safe.

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We're going to wear,
like, masks and be outside.

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Six feet. Everything.

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Does she know you're a whore?

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A professional lover?

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Thank you.
(Siren laughs)

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I wouldn't have pegged you,

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of all people that would
be ashamed of what you do.

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I'm not ashamed.

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I will probably tell her tonight.

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It just hasn't come up.

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Well, honey, I've got to get back to work.

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I've got to get back to work.

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I meet her in two hours!

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I love you.

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Love you.
I love you. Love you.

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And, Daf?

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Yeah?

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Are you going to keep those eyebrows?

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? Oooh ooooh. ?

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It is ultimately our fertile minds,

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holding lifetimes of thinking
patterns and preoccupations

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That are being uprooted and replanted
as we approach a new chapter in our lives,

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as we deal with disruptive
forces in our day to day life.

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Our thoughts as much as our words,

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will be especially potent at this time.

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Be careful what you wish for.

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You may just get it.

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You say that your mom's a rabbi, right?

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Yeah.

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It's so refreshing to talk
to somebody so untainted.

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Religion organized
everything we did growing up.

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What made you stop being religious?

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I still am.

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Or I try to live in a certain way.

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It's just not for that kind of God anymore.

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What is it for?

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You're very good at asking questions.

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Does it bother you? On the contrary.

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I enjoy being prodded.

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What do you do for work?

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I'm unemployed.

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What did you do for work?

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(Dafnah sighs uncomfortably)

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Um, I was in service,

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and occasionally I picked up
gigs for Pool Boi productions.

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Have you heard of them?

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They're like the only
radical dyke porn company.

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You didn't mention you were a porn star.

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(laughs)

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I'm far from a star.

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I cannot act for shit.

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I'm more like �water slide
honey three.� I'm filler.

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Don't try to make a dirty joke.

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(both laugh)

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What about you?

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How did you come to
work for the Postal Service?

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I've always loved checking the mail.

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The excitement, the possibility.

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Discourse through tactile
objects, moving through space.

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It's very intimate when done right.

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But on a daily basis, it
keeps me moving outside

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and out here, my mind
is more or less my own.

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Julia calls it my walking meditation.

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Julia?

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My lover,

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Julia? My lover,
my ex.

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I mean, my ex.

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It's over.

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Have you ever loved somebody so much,

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It's like a hole in your soul?

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Yes.

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I'm sorry.

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You don't have to apologize.

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(sound of a heliccopter)

200
00:11:49,375 --> 00:11:51,583
How do you feel about surveillance?

201
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It's getting noticeably worse.

202
00:11:53,500 --> 00:11:54,708
It's like every day.

203
00:11:54,750 --> 00:11:57,333
No, I mean, as a kink?

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I don't follow.

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00:11:58,916 --> 00:12:00,874
I'd like to observe you.

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00:12:00,916 --> 00:12:02,583
Watch you when you're alone.

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See how you move.

208
00:12:03,791 --> 00:12:07,208
We could call it consensual surveillance.

209
00:12:07,375 --> 00:12:09,874
I actually think I'd like that.

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00:12:09,916 --> 00:12:11,458
Okay, so I have this
app that we could use...

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00:12:11,500 --> 00:12:12,708
Oh, no no, no, no.

212
00:12:12,750 --> 00:12:14,374
Nothing through the phone or internet.

213
00:12:14,416 --> 00:12:16,374
I agree to you watching me.

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00:12:16,416 --> 00:12:17,708
Not them watching me.

215
00:12:17,750 --> 00:12:19,208
But without a camera, how am I going to...

216
00:12:19,250 --> 00:12:21,499
Well, I live on the first floor.

217
00:12:21,541 --> 00:12:25,666
Let's just say here�s permission
to spy on me any time in person.

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No recording.

219
00:12:26,912 --> 00:12:27,959
Hmm, nice.
No recording. Nice.

220
00:12:28,001 --> 00:12:31,875
I would offer the same, but I live on
the second floor and I have a roommate.

221
00:12:32,041 --> 00:12:34,333
Well, reciprocity is overrated.

222
00:12:34,375 --> 00:12:36,171
- I like that.
- But you're not off the hook.

223
00:12:36,213 --> 00:12:37,208
I like that. But you're not off the hook.

224
00:12:37,250 --> 00:12:41,125
How about you come up with some
way to share your intimate world with me?

225
00:12:41,541 --> 00:12:43,053
No phones or internet.

226
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(laughs)

227
00:12:43,804 --> 00:12:44,471
(a rodent squeaks)

228
00:12:44,513 --> 00:12:45,249
(laughs)
Ahh!

229
00:12:45,291 --> 00:12:46,500
Ahh!

230
00:12:47,166 --> 00:12:48,208
Did you see the mouse?

231
00:12:48,601 --> 00:12:51,604
(they laugh)

232
00:12:52,646 --> 00:12:53,606
(calm music)

233
00:14:02,049 --> 00:14:05,052
(helicopter sounds)

234
00:14:06,791 --> 00:14:07,583
Hi Bee bee!

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00:14:07,625 --> 00:14:08,624
Hi my love.

236
00:14:08,666 --> 00:14:10,166
(v.o.) Michael is my play husband.

237
00:14:10,625 --> 00:14:14,000
He's HIV positive and so tries
not to leave the house at all.

238
00:14:14,333 --> 00:14:16,124
Look at you.

239
00:14:16,166 --> 00:14:18,916
You look so cute in your space suit.

240
00:14:19,041 --> 00:14:22,333
You look like, Like a
little queer Sally Ride.

241
00:14:22,750 --> 00:14:25,166
Sally Ride was queer, you dodo.

242
00:14:25,333 --> 00:14:26,791
I knew that.

243
00:14:26,833 --> 00:14:29,250
So the drama continues in my apartment.

244
00:14:29,500 --> 00:14:30,708
Okay. What's going on?

245
00:14:30,750 --> 00:14:33,916
And I swear that the construction
next door is literally going to kill me.

246
00:14:33,958 --> 00:14:34,760
Yeah?

247
00:14:34,802 --> 00:14:37,249
The parking situation
is driving me insane.

248
00:14:37,291 --> 00:14:38,666
Like, don't even get me started.

249
00:14:38,708 --> 00:14:40,045
You know the building manager?

250
00:14:40,087 --> 00:14:41,003
No, not that guy.

251
00:14:41,045 --> 00:14:45,333
So he has the nerve to try to come in
to fix a leak, which he insists is coming

252
00:14:45,375 --> 00:14:48,333
from my place, which I've told
him, like, three times, that it isn't.

253
00:14:49,041 --> 00:14:52,666
But he's trying to get in with a bunch
of guys who like I don't even know.

254
00:14:52,708 --> 00:14:54,874
Mind you, in the middle
of a fucking pandemic.

255
00:14:54,916 --> 00:14:55,894
Unacceptable.

256
00:14:55,936 --> 00:14:57,208
With, like, no warning.

257
00:14:57,250 --> 00:14:58,666
So what happened?

258
00:14:58,875 --> 00:15:01,291
Well, I mean, what was I supposed to do?

259
00:15:01,333 --> 00:15:03,416
I just told them, like, fucking come back.

260
00:15:03,458 --> 00:15:06,708
Like, at least, like, you�re legally
required to tell me that you're coming.

261
00:15:07,083 --> 00:15:09,583
Not to mention that it is a pandemic.

262
00:15:09,625 --> 00:15:11,993
And like, I haven't
left the house in, like,

263
00:15:12,035 --> 00:15:14,291
months, except to maybe go to the store.

264
00:15:16,500 --> 00:15:19,000
What's, what's with the binoculars?

265
00:15:19,500 --> 00:15:20,500
Oh, this.

266
00:15:22,375 --> 00:15:23,666
I'm seeing of a woman later.

267
00:15:23,708 --> 00:15:24,924
I'm going to spy on her.

268
00:15:25,215 --> 00:15:26,133
Why?

269
00:15:26,175 --> 00:15:27,291
- I'm going to spy on her. Why?
- To get to know her.

270
00:15:27,333 --> 00:15:30,000
And we kind of agreed on it.

271
00:15:30,625 --> 00:15:32,708
Y'all are some weird
motherfucking lesbians.

272
00:15:32,750 --> 00:15:34,208
Why don't you tell me about this?

273
00:15:34,250 --> 00:15:36,291
I don't know.

274
00:15:36,416 --> 00:15:38,708
Well, do you like her?

275
00:15:38,750 --> 00:15:41,750
I mean, we both have a
mutual love for the moon.

276
00:15:42,333 --> 00:15:44,333
You like her!

277
00:15:45,291 --> 00:15:46,874
But don't worry.
Okay?

278
00:15:46,916 --> 00:15:47,749
I'm going to keep you safe.

279
00:15:47,791 --> 00:15:49,250
We won't get too close.

280
00:15:50,041 --> 00:15:52,541
Well, I appreciate it, but

281
00:15:52,583 --> 00:15:54,749
you don't have to stop
things on account of me.

282
00:15:54,791 --> 00:15:56,916
Like, I would feel
really horrible if you did.

283
00:15:56,958 --> 00:15:57,958
But I love you.

284
00:15:58,000 --> 00:15:59,666
I love you, too.

285
00:16:08,083 --> 00:16:08,833
Excuse me.

286
00:16:08,875 --> 00:16:10,291
Excuse me.

287
00:16:15,291 --> 00:16:16,083
Excuse me.

288
00:16:16,125 --> 00:16:18,124
What are you doing here?

289
00:16:18,166 --> 00:16:20,250
I'm sorry. Am I in your way?

290
00:16:30,041 --> 00:16:31,208
Oops.

291
00:16:36,412 --> 00:16:41,290
(sweeping sounds)

292
00:17:05,733 --> 00:17:08,736
(sweeping sounds)

293
00:17:23,541 --> 00:17:24,583
Listen.

294
00:17:24,958 --> 00:17:26,416
You're trespassing.

295
00:17:26,458 --> 00:17:27,958
I'm going to call the police.

296
00:17:28,000 --> 00:17:30,249
Seriously? The police?

297
00:17:30,291 --> 00:17:31,666
I have permission.

298
00:17:31,708 --> 00:17:33,541
Why don't you just mind your own business?

299
00:17:33,583 --> 00:17:36,083
Whoa whoa whoa whoa
whoa. It's okay. It's okay.

300
00:17:36,125 --> 00:17:37,833
She's invited here.

301
00:17:37,875 --> 00:17:39,833
It's an art project. Okay.

302
00:17:39,875 --> 00:17:41,166
Thank you, Janet.

303
00:17:41,208 --> 00:17:43,728
But you ought to tell me long ago.

304
00:17:43,770 --> 00:17:45,291
Now I'm like a stupid.

305
00:17:45,333 --> 00:17:46,125
Thanks.

306
00:17:49,708 --> 00:17:50,749
Do you mind if I take this off

307
00:17:50,791 --> 00:17:51,791
since we�re out here?

308
00:17:54,125 --> 00:17:56,291
So sorry you caught me
doing something so boring.

309
00:17:56,416 --> 00:18:00,333
Are you disappointed you weren't
touching yourself, when I was looking in?

310
00:18:00,916 --> 00:18:03,916
Actually, it's always kind
of been a chore for me.

311
00:18:03,958 --> 00:18:05,208
A chore?

312
00:18:05,250 --> 00:18:07,041
That's sad.

313
00:18:07,833 --> 00:18:09,666
Don't you think this is a bit much?

314
00:18:09,708 --> 00:18:11,791
What do you mean?

315
00:18:11,833 --> 00:18:13,583
I mean, my neighbor could have

316
00:18:13,625 --> 00:18:17,041
told my landlord, and I'm not
exactly in good standing here.

317
00:18:17,958 --> 00:18:20,958
Maybe try and be a little more discreet.

318
00:18:21,541 --> 00:18:22,916
Are you okay?

319
00:18:25,416 --> 00:18:26,666
What's wrong?

320
00:18:27,166 --> 00:18:31,583
I�m sorry I thought the ladder
would be a good idea and

321
00:18:32,125 --> 00:18:34,125
I think I'm losing her.

322
00:18:34,291 --> 00:18:35,708
Julia?

323
00:18:37,250 --> 00:18:39,583
Well sometimes

324
00:18:39,625 --> 00:18:42,999
you just have to let people go. You know.

325
00:18:43,041 --> 00:18:44,083
It's not like that.

326
00:18:44,125 --> 00:18:45,791
It's not about the breakup.

327
00:18:47,416 --> 00:18:50,249
She's just so full of conviction.

328
00:18:50,291 --> 00:18:52,333
Nothing else holds weight.

329
00:18:53,958 --> 00:18:56,333
Do you think you could
communicate that to her?

330
00:18:56,375 --> 00:18:58,208
I don't know.

331
00:18:58,250 --> 00:18:59,263
She's just,

332
00:18:59,875 --> 00:19:01,708
she feels gone.

333
00:19:02,541 --> 00:19:03,958
Like in a mental health way?

334
00:19:04,000 --> 00:19:06,375
No, that's not what I'm saying.

335
00:19:07,833 --> 00:19:09,791
She feels that everybody
holds that against her.

336
00:19:09,833 --> 00:19:10,941
And I promised I would never.

337
00:19:10,983 --> 00:19:12,124
Holds what against her?

338
00:19:12,166 --> 00:19:14,083
Her bipolar stuff.

339
00:19:14,375 --> 00:19:15,666
But is she suffering?

340
00:19:15,708 --> 00:19:17,416
Everybody's suffering.

341
00:19:17,458 --> 00:19:19,166
That's the point.

342
00:19:19,208 --> 00:19:22,208
She actually sees
everything for what it is.

343
00:19:23,666 --> 00:19:25,041
She makes all the connections

344
00:19:25,083 --> 00:19:28,041
and sees all the ugliness all of the time.

345
00:19:28,083 --> 00:19:30,458
It's just that she refuses to unsee it.

346
00:19:31,333 --> 00:19:33,791
To her, it's not about suffering.

347
00:19:33,833 --> 00:19:35,166
It's about truth.

348
00:19:35,208 --> 00:19:36,749
And I believe her, I just.

349
00:19:36,791 --> 00:19:38,208
It hurts.

350
00:19:44,416 --> 00:19:47,416
Go take out that trash.

351
00:19:57,208 --> 00:19:58,447
Bingo!

352
00:20:00,708 --> 00:20:01,308
Hey.

353
00:20:02,791 --> 00:20:04,624
Let me pamper you.

354
00:20:04,666 --> 00:20:05,999
Let me give you a bath in my house.

355
00:20:06,041 --> 00:20:07,833
Listen, I'll open all the windows.

356
00:20:07,875 --> 00:20:09,708
I'll sanitize everything
before you get there.

357
00:20:09,750 --> 00:20:11,583
I'll be outside while you're inside.

358
00:20:11,625 --> 00:20:13,583
When I come back in,
I'll sanitize everything.

359
00:20:13,625 --> 00:20:14,958
It can work.

360
00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:18,000
You�re so ready to care.

361
00:20:18,625 --> 00:20:19,999
Oh, shit. Shit!

362
00:20:20,041 --> 00:20:20,833
Oh, shit.

363
00:20:20,875 --> 00:20:22,083
Oh, I'm so sorry!

364
00:20:22,125 --> 00:20:23,625
I stood too close.

365
00:20:23,875 --> 00:20:24,624
Do you want to wash your hands?

366
00:20:24,666 --> 00:20:27,124
I have hand sanitizer in the car.

367
00:20:27,166 --> 00:20:27,958
I�m sorry.

368
00:20:28,125 --> 00:20:28,833
I'm sorry.

369
00:20:36,958 --> 00:20:38,916
Hey. What time?

370
00:20:38,958 --> 00:20:39,916
What?

371
00:20:40,250 --> 00:20:42,166
For my bath tomorrow.

372
00:21:04,791 --> 00:21:09,041
? ? Tidal waves come

373
00:21:09,083 --> 00:21:11,291
crashing down.

374
00:21:11,333 --> 00:21:12,666
I know you. ?

375
00:21:12,708 --> 00:21:15,041
Antionie. Antonie.

376
00:21:15,083 --> 00:21:17,166
I have to do this.

377
00:21:17,208 --> 00:21:18,541
Please understand.

378
00:21:18,583 --> 00:21:20,250
It's what I've been telling you.

379
00:21:20,904 --> 00:21:22,124
(coughs)

380
00:21:22,166 --> 00:21:25,166
? Why don�t you come over

381
00:21:25,208 --> 00:21:30,208
one more time so I show you
what your love could be like. ?

382
00:21:30,541 --> 00:21:32,958
Just try to forget about me.

383
00:21:34,166 --> 00:21:35,708
I love you.

384
00:21:36,250 --> 00:21:38,583
Julia, why do you think
you have to do this alone?

385
00:21:38,625 --> 00:21:41,333
Antonie, I am literally contagious.

386
00:21:42,541 --> 00:21:44,416
We could still talk or text.

387
00:21:45,000 --> 00:21:46,666
I can't.

388
00:21:46,708 --> 00:21:48,958
I can't be doing that anymore. I'm sorry.

389
00:21:49,000 --> 00:21:50,166
But why?

390
00:21:50,708 --> 00:21:53,999
? Come back after all night. ?

391
00:21:54,041 --> 00:21:56,041
I'm changing.

392
00:21:56,625 --> 00:21:58,999
Julia are you serious?

393
00:21:59,041 --> 00:22:00,458
I'm sorry.

394
00:22:00,500 --> 00:22:01,708
I love you.

395
00:22:01,750 --> 00:22:02,946
Take care Antonie.

396
00:22:02,988 --> 00:22:04,448
Wait!

397
00:22:05,291 --> 00:22:09,208
? Chasing the cityscape.

398
00:22:09,250 --> 00:22:12,250
I'll catch a ride home.

399
00:22:13,833 --> 00:22:17,541
See you another day.

400
00:22:22,500 --> 00:22:25,500
Closer and closer. ?

401
00:22:25,550 --> 00:22:30,100
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